Thursday, October 11, 2007
Awww, i haven't posted any entry here for 1 month! I know you guys knows the reason.. :P school shits? yea yea.. But im back now. :) It's our 5 days break from school because of that Eid al fitr occasion.I hate the feeling when you like something but then you can't have it. I can't determine what's happening to me right now. I don't know if im IN LOVE or what? NO. a big NO NO. infatuated? i HOPE so. But then I'm starting to be confused again. = (
My patience is gone. I mean.. my patience almost fading. I'm happy because through out those years that i've passed by, I'm still here, still fighting. I just don't get it when people seems to change. Actually, people DO change and I've said it so many times! *sigh* I don't know what to do na,. :(
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Yconsidered as a beautiful mistake.
Sir John's birthday, we surprised him. :D
LXA, re-united? =))
Super stress sa school nowadays. Kanina sa school, I was super sleepy and sakto pa sumakit nanaman likod ko. Gosh, i can't be like this the whole YEAR! di pwede..di pwede! tsk tsk.. I'm starting to be
a good girl na and starting to follow everything. At this moment super boring pa sa school kung hindi pa ako manti-trip ng mga kaibigan ko, di pa ako tatawa. Madami akong balak gawin at abutin na goal this 4th year.. at eto ay..
Ok, that's some of my goals to reach this year. SOME pa lang yan. Hindi lang gumagana utak ko ngayon kaya lang nalagay ko. I don't know if i can accomplish that all. BUT IM TRYING NA! About the UST and UP exam, Yes, mage-exam ako ng UP.. try lang,may benefit din naman eh. eh ang KASO.. ayaw ni mader. TSK! ewan ko ba, nag away nanaman kami, ang dami ko daw gusto. malakas loob ko? OO, kahit na hindi ako ubod ng GENIUS. Wala namang mawawala eh? Ahmm.. meron cguro,yung pera. Pero diba? madami namang what if's eh! I'll try pa rin. " I do trust in the goodness of the Lord.." God will guide me. If it's for me then it's meant for me. I'm trying everything that i can.. maayos ko lang studies ko. Kung alam niyo lang kung gaano ako ka-desperado na makamit yung medalyang yun sa graduation. Ayaw ko mapahiya sila mami eh. :( Kahit ngayon lang, pagbubutihan ko. I can imagine how much effort they're giving to us, mapag aral lang kami. Too bad, ngayong ko lang lubusan na-realize yun. But then, hindi pa naman huli ang lahat eh. :) I still hope na maabot ko yun. Sa akin din naman naka-salalay yun eh. Just to make them proud of me.
Everyone's asking kung bakit daw kami nag break agad.. OO, hanggang ngayon, marami pa ring.. "bakit? ..oh? kelan pa?" heck with that! Kahit sino naman siguro.. walang makaka-intindi sa rason ko eh. Oh well.. why would i please people to understand me if they can't? I'm just wasting my time and effort. *sigh* I'll just pray for the right one, for that right guy. Who knows? baka kami pa rin sa huli. I'm not closing my doors naman eh. Laylo muna ako ngayon.. But despite all those fact.. I still miss him. Miss those good times we've spent together.. but it's not the same na eh. Dami na nagbago.. Siguro kasama na rin ako dun sa mga nagbago. Sana lang maging good friends kami. :)
My back's hurting again.. so out muna ako sa blogger! very long update. ;)
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Thursday, September 6, 2007
Sir John's birthday, we surprised him. :D
LXA, re-united? =))
Super stress sa school nowadays. Kanina sa school, I was super sleepy and sakto pa sumakit nanaman likod ko. Gosh, i can't be like this the whole YEAR! di pwede..di pwede! tsk tsk.. I'm starting to be
a good girl na and starting to follow everything. At this moment super boring pa sa school kung hindi pa ako manti-trip ng mga kaibigan ko, di pa ako tatawa. Madami akong balak gawin at abutin na goal this 4th year.. at eto ay..-Tumakbo this election as a secretary for the SSC.
-Try out sa track and field ( kamusta naman toh?)
-Makapasok sa top this first quarter pa lang. -
Mag aral mabuti (of course)
-IPASA ANG UST EXAM at UP na ren kung kakayanin. :)) (yes, you've read it right, mag e-exam ako sa UP.)
-practice my writing and drawing skills (i'm loving drawing na. :] )
- figure out if i have a wonderful voice. =)) i love singing..but singing hates me. ugh.
-no BOYS? haha! let's see. :->
-BALANCE everything in every aspect of my life.
-CONTROL temper and attitude.
finish scrap book for fourth year mem'ries.
-Try out sa track and field ( kamusta naman toh?)
-Makapasok sa top this first quarter pa lang. -
Mag aral mabuti (of course)
-IPASA ANG UST EXAM at UP na ren kung kakayanin. :)) (yes, you've read it right, mag e-exam ako sa UP.)
-practice my writing and drawing skills (i'm loving drawing na. :] )
- figure out if i have a wonderful voice. =)) i love singing..but singing hates me. ugh.
-no BOYS? haha! let's see. :->
-BALANCE everything in every aspect of my life.
-CONTROL temper and attitude.
finish scrap book for fourth year mem'ries.
Ok, that's some of my goals to reach this year. SOME pa lang yan. Hindi lang gumagana utak ko ngayon kaya lang nalagay ko. I don't know if i can accomplish that all. BUT IM TRYING NA! About the UST and UP exam, Yes, mage-exam ako ng UP.. try lang,may benefit din naman eh. eh ang KASO.. ayaw ni mader. TSK! ewan ko ba, nag away nanaman kami, ang dami ko daw gusto. malakas loob ko? OO, kahit na hindi ako ubod ng GENIUS. Wala namang mawawala eh? Ahmm.. meron cguro,yung pera. Pero diba? madami namang what if's eh! I'll try pa rin. " I do trust in the goodness of the Lord.." God will guide me. If it's for me then it's meant for me. I'm trying everything that i can.. maayos ko lang studies ko. Kung alam niyo lang kung gaano ako ka-desperado na makamit yung medalyang yun sa graduation. Ayaw ko mapahiya sila mami eh. :( Kahit ngayon lang, pagbubutihan ko. I can imagine how much effort they're giving to us, mapag aral lang kami. Too bad, ngayong ko lang lubusan na-realize yun. But then, hindi pa naman huli ang lahat eh. :) I still hope na maabot ko yun. Sa akin din naman naka-salalay yun eh. Just to make them proud of me.
Everyone's asking kung bakit daw kami nag break agad.. OO, hanggang ngayon, marami pa ring.. "bakit? ..oh? kelan pa?" heck with that! Kahit sino naman siguro.. walang makaka-intindi sa rason ko eh. Oh well.. why would i please people to understand me if they can't? I'm just wasting my time and effort. *sigh* I'll just pray for the right one, for that right guy. Who knows? baka kami pa rin sa huli. I'm not closing my doors naman eh. Laylo muna ako ngayon.. But despite all those fact.. I still miss him. Miss those good times we've spent together.. but it's not the same na eh. Dami na nagbago.. Siguro kasama na rin ako dun sa mga nagbago. Sana lang maging good friends kami. :)
My back's hurting again.. so out muna ako sa blogger! very long update. ;)
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Yconsidered as a beautiful mistake.
It's the first day of class today and it was so draining. =)) damn shit talga pag senior, as if naranasan ko na maging senior eh noh? haha! but seriously, feeling ko i will suffer in this shit school year. Biruin nio, 1st day? tinadtad kami ng MATH. :)) kaya parang hilo hilo ako sa classroom kanina at idagdag nio pa yung fact na NAPAKAINIT sa classroom. :)) potek, pag ganun kasi naaapektuhan ang aking brain. :)) oh well, 1 section na kami.. sama sama na lahat. haha! at.. mag stastart na UPCAT namin. huhuhuh.. wish me luck sa USTE. haha! taeng yan, ni hindi ko pa alam kung ano talaga course kukunin ko, eh civil engineering puro math! kamusta naman yon? pano pag hindi pa ako nakapasa sa USTE, edi exam din sa CEU para sa medical field na course ko,.:)) kamusta naman talaga! how i wish noh, tapos may balak pa ako mag try out sa track and field for varsity? yan ang kamusta talaga! di ko alam kung tutuloy ko pa. HAHA.. grade din yun. :->
Anyway, aside from the fact na unti unti na akong nastre-stress, ehh feeling ko.. madaming galit sakin. Well, kasi.. me and my recent boyfriend just broke up. I decided to make that decision. I know some people don't understand kung bakit ko ginawa yun, baka nga pati siya hindi naintindihan kung bakit eh. Mabilis kumalat ang chismis, malamang. Mahirap sa part ko din kasi masakit isipin na may mga nagagalit or nagja-judge sakin agad kung bakit ko ginawa yun. I don't care naman e,.. well, maybe somehow oo. Kasi lagi ko naman sinasabi sa sarili ko na hindi naman nila alam ang totoo eh. Eh kung maramdaman nila maramdaman ko?ano? ha? hahaha. But pinipilit ko na lang hindi pansinin. I'm happy with those people i have in my life now. Masaya in the sense na thankful kasi they're giving me strength. Siguro ngayon.. focus muna ako sa mga gusto kong ma-achieve in my last year as a high school student. Honestly, i'm so weak this past few days na parang feeling ko hindi ko na kakayanin mga susunod pang mangyayari. Basta i'm getting scared but still i'm trying to be strong pa rin. Whatever the wrong things that i made in the past or kung mali man yun.. pinagsisisihan ko naman eh. I also don't like hurting people. Nagiging demonyita lang ako kapag mainit ulo ko at nadadala naman ako. But yeah, i'll try to change. I'm asking God for guidance and help na sana.. at this point din, mawala yung pain, fear, worries at kung ano pang negative na nararamdaman ko ngayon. :) I know hindi pa siya totally recovered dun sa break-up, but i feel so sorry dun sa mga nagawa ko sa past. Aminado naman ako dun ehh.. Sana dumating yung time na maging totally okay na. =)
ayun, very long update. HAHA! i'll take a nap na. Super sama na ng pakiramdam ko. Tag, tag naman kayo dian mga co-bloggers! hahaha! God bless guys! :*
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Sunday, September 2, 2007
Oh, how i miss blogger! hahaha! No post recently because i was super tamad to do so. So i'll update na..It's the first day of class today and it was so draining. =)) damn shit talga pag senior, as if naranasan ko na maging senior eh noh? haha! but seriously, feeling ko i will suffer in this shit school year. Biruin nio, 1st day? tinadtad kami ng MATH. :)) kaya parang hilo hilo ako sa classroom kanina at idagdag nio pa yung fact na NAPAKAINIT sa classroom. :)) potek, pag ganun kasi naaapektuhan ang aking brain. :)) oh well, 1 section na kami.. sama sama na lahat. haha! at.. mag stastart na UPCAT namin. huhuhuh.. wish me luck sa USTE. haha! taeng yan, ni hindi ko pa alam kung ano talaga course kukunin ko, eh civil engineering puro math! kamusta naman yon? pano pag hindi pa ako nakapasa sa USTE, edi exam din sa CEU para sa medical field na course ko,.:)) kamusta naman talaga! how i wish noh, tapos may balak pa ako mag try out sa track and field for varsity? yan ang kamusta talaga! di ko alam kung tutuloy ko pa. HAHA.. grade din yun. :->
Anyway, aside from the fact na unti unti na akong nastre-stress, ehh feeling ko.. madaming galit sakin. Well, kasi.. me and my recent boyfriend just broke up. I decided to make that decision. I know some people don't understand kung bakit ko ginawa yun, baka nga pati siya hindi naintindihan kung bakit eh. Mabilis kumalat ang chismis, malamang. Mahirap sa part ko din kasi masakit isipin na may mga nagagalit or nagja-judge sakin agad kung bakit ko ginawa yun. I don't care naman e,.. well, maybe somehow oo. Kasi lagi ko naman sinasabi sa sarili ko na hindi naman nila alam ang totoo eh. Eh kung maramdaman nila maramdaman ko?ano? ha? hahaha. But pinipilit ko na lang hindi pansinin. I'm happy with those people i have in my life now. Masaya in the sense na thankful kasi they're giving me strength. Siguro ngayon.. focus muna ako sa mga gusto kong ma-achieve in my last year as a high school student. Honestly, i'm so weak this past few days na parang feeling ko hindi ko na kakayanin mga susunod pang mangyayari. Basta i'm getting scared but still i'm trying to be strong pa rin. Whatever the wrong things that i made in the past or kung mali man yun.. pinagsisisihan ko naman eh. I also don't like hurting people. Nagiging demonyita lang ako kapag mainit ulo ko at nadadala naman ako. But yeah, i'll try to change. I'm asking God for guidance and help na sana.. at this point din, mawala yung pain, fear, worries at kung ano pang negative na nararamdaman ko ngayon. :) I know hindi pa siya totally recovered dun sa break-up, but i feel so sorry dun sa mga nagawa ko sa past. Aminado naman ako dun ehh.. Sana dumating yung time na maging totally okay na. =)
ayun, very long update. HAHA! i'll take a nap na. Super sama na ng pakiramdam ko. Tag, tag naman kayo dian mga co-bloggers! hahaha! God bless guys! :*
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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Today's Advice:
Have no fear of tomorrow.
Have no fear of tomorrow.
I'm super stressed last night. Sobrang unusual nung mga nangyayari.. =( sakit sa dibdib. parang na-traumatize ako. God knows kung bakit ko ginawa yun at kung ano nararamdaman ko ngayon. :(
super sad ako for some reasons. :(
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Yconsidered as a beautiful mistake.
I badly want this EOS 400D canon na camera. :( huhuhuuh! Super natutuwa ako mag take ng mga pictures ngayon, AS IN. Naisip ko nga na kumuha na lang ng photography in college but then ayaw nila mommy. X( sad sad. but i PROMISE talaga na before i leave AUH.. I'll have that cam. ;) haha! i badly want that cam! ='( it's worth 3,000+ dito.. hmm, siguro sa pinas, mga 30k or 35k. PRAY for me na sana makuha ko yan cam na yan. haha!
Ok, enough with my wishes. I'm f*ckin' sleepy right now! haha! but then feel ko pa rin mag blog eh. HAHA, hindi naman ako weird? parang kakasabi ko lang na ayaw ko mag blog? haha! Anyway, I'm super tired this day.. We went to emirates palace hotel, one of the biggest hotel in UAE. I think? haha! basta super BIG. sakit sa paa maglakad.. medyo nakakatakot yung place kasi super duper tahimik. haha! AS IN! nakakabingi yung tahimik, wala man lang music sa mga hallway or sa mga banyo, nakaka-lula sia infairness .. pero super pretty ng place. And then went to marina mall to buy school stuffs. Bumili nanaman ako ng school shoes. =)) pangalawang school shoes ko na toh. haha! pati bag. :) Feeling ko babagsak na mata ko. =( haha! pasaway eh.
It's 24 today and it's our 7th monthsary. Happy monthsary bie! :D haha. Muntik na tayo maghiwalay noh? haha, BAD BOY eh. ampfff.. Anyway, sana magtagal pa tayo mister soriano! wag ka na pasaway.. hehe. You want my TRUST diba? well, pakatino ka. haha! Gumawa ka ng kalokohan na di ko alam dian? subukan mo lang. hehe, konsensya mo na rin naman yun eh., =P uyy,takot siya. =)) HAHA! totoo naman eh. It's your lost, anyway. =P mwahahaha! =)) Just be a good boy (parang nanay noh? :]]] ) . i love you bie. Always pray to GOD, ha? everynight. mwah!
Feeling ko hindi ko na feel layout ko. =)) Watcha think guys? comment naman dian kung papalitan ko. =) wihee.. para na akong lasing. out na ako.. God bless to all! :* mwah!
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Thursday, August 23, 2007
Today's advice:
Live, laugh & love your whole life long.
Haven't blog for this past few days since there was no internet here sa house, nasira kasi eh. Hm, nice advice noh? HAHA! Live, laugh & love, right. I'm not in my blogging mood pero sige.. i want my site to be active eh.
I badly want this EOS 400D canon na camera. :( huhuhuuh! Super natutuwa ako mag take ng mga pictures ngayon, AS IN. Naisip ko nga na kumuha na lang ng photography in college but then ayaw nila mommy. X( sad sad. but i PROMISE talaga na before i leave AUH.. I'll have that cam. ;) haha! i badly want that cam! ='( it's worth 3,000+ dito.. hmm, siguro sa pinas, mga 30k or 35k. PRAY for me na sana makuha ko yan cam na yan. haha!
Ok, enough with my wishes. I'm f*ckin' sleepy right now! haha! but then feel ko pa rin mag blog eh. HAHA, hindi naman ako weird? parang kakasabi ko lang na ayaw ko mag blog? haha! Anyway, I'm super tired this day.. We went to emirates palace hotel, one of the biggest hotel in UAE. I think? haha! basta super BIG. sakit sa paa maglakad.. medyo nakakatakot yung place kasi super duper tahimik. haha! AS IN! nakakabingi yung tahimik, wala man lang music sa mga hallway or sa mga banyo, nakaka-lula sia infairness .. pero super pretty ng place. And then went to marina mall to buy school stuffs. Bumili nanaman ako ng school shoes. =)) pangalawang school shoes ko na toh. haha! pati bag. :) Feeling ko babagsak na mata ko. =( haha! pasaway eh.
Christmas party '06.
It's 24 today and it's our 7th monthsary. Happy monthsary bie! :D haha. Muntik na tayo maghiwalay noh? haha, BAD BOY eh. ampfff.. Anyway, sana magtagal pa tayo mister soriano! wag ka na pasaway.. hehe. You want my TRUST diba? well, pakatino ka. haha! Gumawa ka ng kalokohan na di ko alam dian? subukan mo lang. hehe, konsensya mo na rin naman yun eh., =P uyy,takot siya. =)) HAHA! totoo naman eh. It's your lost, anyway. =P mwahahaha! =)) Just be a good boy (parang nanay noh? :]]] ) . i love you bie. Always pray to GOD, ha? everynight. mwah!
Feeling ko hindi ko na feel layout ko. =)) Watcha think guys? comment naman dian kung papalitan ko. =) wihee.. para na akong lasing. out na ako.. God bless to all! :* mwah!
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Friday, August 17, 2007
Today's Advice:
God heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.
Ps 147:3
God heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.
Ps 147:3
Ok, starting from now nag to-today's advice na ulet ako. :) It looks like this.. You'll close your eyes then you must start rolling your finger or just simply land your finger on that poster and see what's your today's advice. Sa school kasi may ganyan kami ehh.. kaya nasanay na ako. Then nakita kong may ganyan friend ko from philippines..ayun, inarbor ko. haha! tuwang-tuwa na ako. =P
Hmm.. about my advice for today. Am I broken hearted? Not really. Just sad.. haha! but hey.. despite that feeling, I feel blessed this day. :) Really, super daming blessings. Last night before going to sleep I prayed to God.. the usual thing, yung thanking him for every days blessings and graces.. before I ended my prayer I prayed to him na sana bilhan ako ni mommy nung super pretty na swimsuit na gusto ko. Guess what? Kanina, after going to church nagpunta kaming mall.. Binilhan na ako. hahaha! Super unexpected. Mahal pa naman nun! :P hindi naman ako usually pala-bili ng ganun, super na-gandahan lang ako. haha! then yun.. super saya ko na. haha! And mommy bought me na this SONY na earphone kasi nga I was so stupid to left my earphone sa mall. :( Hindi naman kasi siya ordinary na earphone. Eh ayun.. mas mahal yung bili ko ngayon.. cguro, 800 pesos sa pinas. HAHA! mahal na yun ahh! para lang sa earphone. =P Wala lang, super blessed. :D Thank God. Hmm, nothing much happened today. Ayyy? meron pa pala.. pero, i don't want to talk about it na lang. hihi, Ciao dear bloggers. =P God bless!
Hmm.. about my advice for today. Am I broken hearted? Not really. Just sad.. haha! but hey.. despite that feeling, I feel blessed this day. :) Really, super daming blessings. Last night before going to sleep I prayed to God.. the usual thing, yung thanking him for every days blessings and graces.. before I ended my prayer I prayed to him na sana bilhan ako ni mommy nung super pretty na swimsuit na gusto ko. Guess what? Kanina, after going to church nagpunta kaming mall.. Binilhan na ako. hahaha! Super unexpected. Mahal pa naman nun! :P hindi naman ako usually pala-bili ng ganun, super na-gandahan lang ako. haha! then yun.. super saya ko na. haha! And mommy bought me na this SONY na earphone kasi nga I was so stupid to left my earphone sa mall. :( Hindi naman kasi siya ordinary na earphone. Eh ayun.. mas mahal yung bili ko ngayon.. cguro, 800 pesos sa pinas. HAHA! mahal na yun ahh! para lang sa earphone. =P Wala lang, super blessed. :D Thank God. Hmm, nothing much happened today. Ayyy? meron pa pala.. pero, i don't want to talk about it na lang. hihi, Ciao dear bloggers. =P God bless!|
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Hindi ako nakapag blog kahapon kasi wala din ako sa bahay buong maghapon. We went to Marina and ate at Fuddruckers. See? petixs lang kami ngayon. HAHA! Mga bummer sa house. =P
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Monday, August 13, 2007
Hindi ako nakapag blog kahapon kasi wala din ako sa bahay buong maghapon. We went to Marina and ate at Fuddruckers. See? petixs lang kami ngayon. HAHA! Mga bummer sa house. =P
Currently listening to: I'm yours - Jason Mraz
Hihi, feeling in-love ako nowadays lalo na pag nakakarinig ako ng mga trip kong kanta. Isa na yan ohh.. :) But yeah, I'm in love with everything. And that's a GOOD NEWS. haha! Wala masyadong worries, no pain (emotional pain). Sana wala ng tears pero hinde naman pwede. =| Basta.. alam ko na MASAYA ako ngayon with everything. Ayaw ko muna na masyadong maluho. WHAT?! haha! sinabi ko yun.. Yeah, tama na muna with material things. SANA.. kayanin ko! =P
How's our world doin'? getting worse? or what? tsk tsk.. Yeah, our world is getting worse than ever! What more when the next generation comes? Do they still have a better world to live in? This generation is getting wild and worse. I don't want the time to come that we will be all afraid to live in this earthly world because of things getting worse. I think.. No one wishes that would happen. Who would,right? Imagine all those people who is so selfish that they only think of themselves? or i must say, they're satisfaction? Yeah.. they do wrong things just for their sake. No,wait.. SOME do it just for their sake.. SOME do it for their love ones. But it's still wrong. It's so sad to think about those things. Really.. When will all the people be united as one? Just because of selfishness, insecurity, satisfaction, wealth and other negative reasongs..We do wrong things. So sad. Reality hurts so many people. =(
Let's just pray for the world,
How's our world doin'? getting worse? or what? tsk tsk.. Yeah, our world is getting worse than ever! What more when the next generation comes? Do they still have a better world to live in? This generation is getting wild and worse. I don't want the time to come that we will be all afraid to live in this earthly world because of things getting worse. I think.. No one wishes that would happen. Who would,right? Imagine all those people who is so selfish that they only think of themselves? or i must say, they're satisfaction? Yeah.. they do wrong things just for their sake. No,wait.. SOME do it just for their sake.. SOME do it for their love ones. But it's still wrong. It's so sad to think about those things. Really.. When will all the people be united as one? Just because of selfishness, insecurity, satisfaction, wealth and other negative reasongs..We do wrong things. So sad. Reality hurts so many people. =(
Let's just pray for the world,
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